Sunday, May 31, 2020

FROM CHAOS TO CALM


Yesterday morning a thunderstorm rolled through our area.  This is not usual.  We get drizzle, mist, showers, even steady rain sometimes.  But yesterday morning the skies darkened, the temperature dropped, and winds picked up.  Soon, there was distant rumbling.  And a pelting non-stop big drop rain.  By the time I signed on to my weekly Zoom visit with my Sutra Sisters yoga group we all heard the loud cracks of thunder and flinched a bit at the flashes of lightening outside the windows in our respective homes, although some of us lived 20 miles apart.

This deluge, replete with sound effects seemed fitting.  Our world has been storming lately.  We have been living in a whirl of chaos it seems -- where nothing is as it was.  In the Ayruvedic tradition, one would call the energy around us "Vata" -- a swirling chaos of unpredictable movement.

The Covid-19 virus is still amongst us.  We here in Washington are still in a Phase One of a four phase plan for returning to "normal".  It will take awhile at the rate we are going, no thanks to those who want to hurry us along refusing to comply with "Stay Home/Stay Healthy" orders along with not physical distancing, nor wearing masks.  The "mask" debate has become politicized with some wearing them as a statement of compassion and solidarity -- doing what we can to slow the virus.  Others vehemently refuse to wear a mask seeing it as unnecessary and an assault on their rights as citizens to live as they want.  Chaos.

We are experiencing an increased level of civil unrest in response to last week's killing of a suspect in Minneapolis at the hands of a police officer who continued to subdue the handcuffed victim with a knee to his neck until he stopped breathing.  For days, protests have turned to riots and looting in major cities across the U.S. and a few in Britain and Europe.  Chaos.

Some believe there is a lack of leadership from the White House, with their ever shifting directives on the Covid crisis, their downplaying the severity of it, their eagerness to get the economy moving again in spite of rising rates of virus in certain hot spots.  Others stand with the current president, protesting and storming state houses (some with weapons) to protest being told to stay home and demanding businesses reopen.  Chaos. 

What's a yogi to do?  In some people's minds we yoga practitioners take a neutral stand on such issues.  We sit in lotus position, hands at rest, eyes closed, Zenning out and shutting out all the troubles of the world.  I guess it can look like that from the outside.  But there is grit amongst us, and compassion, and a call to action in our practice as well.  

We give ATTENTION to what needs to be done, then act with INTENTION to effect change.  We go inward to find our core being, our oneness with all that is, and come out with greater certainty that all is connected.  Every individual action we take (or fail to take) has impact on the whole.

Just as we link the in breath and the out breath with our asana movement, the in breath and out breath of our lives also moves us along the path of doing what must be done.  For some that may mean marching, writing letters, registering voters.  For others it might mean sewing masks, baking cookies for lonely neighbors, writing letters of gratitude to essential workers.  

Yoga practice is not apart from this world, but a part of it.  Yes, go inside.  Get quiet.  Find Source.  Then return in strength, balance, and breath to join in creating a place where all are welcome, where health and vitality are celebrated, where our individual lives become a model for our elected officials as we show them the way to lead us to a vision of a calmer, more peaceful world for all.

Namaste,  donnajurene

Thursday, May 14, 2020

NEW YOGA CIRCLE VIRTUAL CLASSES!

Oh my!  I sure do hope you are signing in to Yoga Circle's online classes.  As I wrote in my previous post, I was so excited to hear that the online option would be available to us.

I don't know about you, but being away from the places and people I love is a bit on the stressful side. It feels like such a relief to see the studio, even online, and to hear familiar voices leading classes and meditations.

Yesterday I settled in for Karen's Goddess Moon Salutation class.  It was just what I needed to calm my frazzled nerves.  Moving my body, breathing with movement, stilling the mind...ahhh....yoga.  (You can find this offering and others in the video library tab on the Yoga Circle website.)

And NOW, even more! Karen has announced regular full-length online CLASSES which she and Elizabeth Gray will lead starting May 18 -- almost like being there!  Karen will lead on Tuesday/Thursday at 10 a.m. and Elizabeth will lead on Wednesday/Friday at 2 p.m.  This is such a welcome respite from the long Yoga Circle drought!

I know yoga is about so much more than asana -- so much so that I thought my meditation practice would suffice during the these days of Stay Home/Stay Healthy during the Covid 19 pandemic we are all experiencing.  But I miss asana practice more than I thought I might.  It's part of the yoga package.  I notice more aches, more being out of alignment, less strength.  I want to get back to a fully integrated practice of asana, pranayama, and meditation.

I know...I could access any number of other online yoga classes and I have; just not regularly.  Besides, there's no place like home....and Yoga Circle is like coming home for me.

Hope you'll tune in to a virtual class soon.  I know I will!

Namaste,   donnajurene

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Thursday, April 23, 2020

I'M SO EXCITED...AND I JUST CAN'T HIDE IT!

Do you remember that old Pointer Sisters disco-era song from the 80's?    🎶"I'm so excited..."🎶

Well, that's how I feel today.  I'm going back to the Yoga Studio!!!

No, the Stay Home/Stay Healthy order has not been lifted in this time of the Covid-19 quarantine.  I'm still staying home 98% of the time.  The other 2% is my almost daily 2-4 mile walks either in the neighborhood or at the waterfront marina.  It feels good to move my body and get my heart pumping; to breathe fresh air and nod and smile (behind my mask) at others as we swerve to stay 6 feet apart.

I know I could be doing my asana practice at home as well.  But....well....I have only been oh, so sporadic at finding classes online.  It's just not the same as being in my familiar and nurturing space at Yoga Circle with teachers I adore and friends I love (and miss).

But studio owner Karen has begun to post short, gentle, accessible-to-all classes online and I guess because it's "my" studio, whenever I practice with her online, it feels so much more familiar and nurturing.  To date, in addition to Karen's classes, Elizabeth also has a video on the site where she guides us through an abbreviated version of her crazily popular Yoga Nidra (meditation) class.  As a bonus, Warner Blake's beautiful Tai Chi practice takes us outside along the Snohomish River for a breath of (virtual) fresh air.

These are difficult times.  Most of us find ourselves missing our familiar routines, missing seeing family and friends, missing a sense of peace and calm as we navigate the very real stresses and worries of this pandemic era in our lives.

Let's remember yoga is always there for us.....in our deep belly breathing, in our strength and stretch through an asana practice, in our slowing the racing thoughts of our busy minds, in knowing that right NOW, in THIS MOMENT, all is well.

My "attitude of gratitude" has grown today as I've gone back to the studio with Karen and friends online.

I hope you'll join in too and remember to check the website for additional videos.  (Just click on the logo on this page and then click on Online Classes.) We are all in this together, a community of yogis/yoginis, finding calm in the storm.

Namaste, donnajurene

Saturday, April 18, 2020

A PRACTICE TO CALM CHRONIC STRESS

A couple of months ago I took a series of classes with Elizabeth at Yoga Circle exploring how yoga can help with chronic pain.  I thought it would be asana-focused.  While that was an element, it was not the main focus.  I should have known better.

The purpose of yoga is to calm the fluctuations of the mind.  Even after all my study and experience I still sometimes first think of yoga primarily as a means of strengthening and stretching the body.  Nope.

As we explored how chronic physical pain can become all-consuming to the mind and how secondary emotions (sadness, anger, frustration, etc) can exacerbate that pain, I began to see how emotional pain can also be chronic and can also be all-consuming.

Perhaps you are feeling that chronic emotional pain now, in this time of fear and uncertainty, as we face the Covid-19 health crisis.  I know I can get stuck in a loop of worry and anxiety.  I cry more easily; I feel afraid, sad, angry, and frustrated, longing for this to be "solved", longing to see and hug my grandkids, longing to feel safe.  Hearing about illness and death, it is hard not to project ourselves and loved ones into that reality.  And maybe we even know someone who has the virus and has been sick or even died.  This is a very stressful time.

I want to share something with you that I hope will help.  I'll use the 4-step guide to using yoga to address chronic physical pain as guide to addressing emotional pain as well...

1.  What to do with our emotional anxiety?  Become an observer of your experience.  Instead of being on autopilot, notice how you are responding to this idea of emotional pain and name it.  As soon as you feel that first skip of a heartbeat, say, "Oh, there it is.  I feel afraid.  I feel fear when I think of this."

2. Then, know that the symptoms you experience are signaling you to keep you safe.  They are internal messengers of an external experience.   They are getting your attention; they are trying to help.  Hello, Messengers!

These messengers manifest in a sympathetic nervous system response that yells, "Fight!  Flee!"  Freeze!"  Our heart rate goes up, breathing gets faster, stress hormones are released and we are suddenly sitting in a chair thinking we can't breathe (and the virus has us in its grip!)....and the anxiety and nervous system response to threat are in a continuous loop of fear and dread.

3.  How can you reassure your body that you are OK?  Breathe.  Ah, yoga.  You've taught us to breathe.  Deep, slow in breath; deep and even slower out breath.  Over and over until things start to calm down.  Just this act of breathing with intention, with letting the belly poof out on the in breath and draw in on the out breath lets our nervous system know there is not an immediate threat in this moment.  We are safe.

4.  a) Now it's time to explore the depth and width of that emotional pain.  Can you think about where you feel stress in your body?  Can you see how big it is?  For me, stress feels like tightness in the chest, maybe the neck.  I can trace its circumference to that area and sometimes into the gut.  That's where my stress lives, just within the confines of a certain part of my body.  Trace it to its edge.

4.  b)Now it's time to explore the opposite.  Move your awareness beyond that place where emotional stress manifests for you.  Can you notice that if your chest is feeling constricted this same constriction is not not happening in your leg or your big toe?  Can you sense there is an opposite of stress in other parts of your body?  Focus there.  Breathe.  Notice that you can use your mind and your breath to move your body from a stress state to a calm one.

Pain in any form is a message to pay attention.  That message can be subtle or inescapable.  We can notice how our body is responding to that message and use it to motivate us to get help, if needed.  We can also notice that sometimes our very thoughts, and not a physical reality, are causing us pain and stress and our body is reacting just as it would to a physical threat.  We can calm ourselves through breathing, bringing awareness to the area of stress, then moving awareness out and beyond that to a place of peace.

I hope this practice helps those of you who are struggling right now.  I know it helps me.

Deep gratitude to Elizabeth Gray for her wise teaching and permission to pass this information on to you in this blog post.  Be well, my friends.

Namaste, donnajurene

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